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3:30am. Still bodies curled in cotton and feathers, lulling their physical beings to a unlimited fantasy. Every moment of every day, this is what my life consisted off.  My heart was still when I approached the front door—I lost my nervous feelings many jobs ago.  Your body and mind tend to adjust to nerve wreaking moments once they become a part of your regular schedule.  I lifted my hand against the surface and pressed the tips of my pale fingers unto the hardwood with a ginger push.  Mendez Family: one daughter, two sons, and a single mother.  Yea, I was never afraid anymore, but it never meant it got easier to do.  I hilted my blade

 It was one of those days.  You know, one where the weather just makes you feel like huddling under the fire and sleeping all day- with the light drizzle of rain tapping melodically against the rooftop, almost lulling you to sleep in seconds.  Unfortunately for me, I currently didn't have that warm and fuzzy feeling inside my stomach.  I took a small and bitter inhale of my cigarette that sat snuggly between my fingers, and closed my eyes.  The taste of tobacco had killed my nerves years ago, so every time I put this little white-colored tube unto my tongue, I just tasted dirty saliva and breathed thick air. I parted my lips and felt the h